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This is where I am. Right now.

I am 27. I am a teacher. I am still searching for a roommate. 

I have a dog that I absolutely love. A job that is extremely hard (but well worth it). An amazing boyfriend that I can't say enough wonderful things about. Friends that make me laugh and take me for drinks when I'm sad. Wonderful parents that love me with all their hearts. 

I am close to where I wanted to be at this age, and also no where near it. There are so many things in life that I want, but haven't figured out how to achieve yet. I am also a rambler. And while this post may make absolutely no sense to the 3 people that read my blog, 1 of you might now have realized that I'm talking about more here...... Nostolgia is getting me into trouble tonight. After a not so pleasant or wonderful day at work, I've found myself watching Gilmore Girls and searching on cragslist for a roommate. I feel like I have been transported to my younger self, which isn't exactly a great feeling. 

So I'm going to leave it there for now, in hopes that maybe this night will pick up..... 

-kellie

a wandering, sleepless mind

Do you ever have those nights where it is just impossible to fall asleep? You try to will yourself and even count sheep or your blessings, but nothing seems to work. That is definitely tonight for some reason. 

My mind keeps wandering..

.... today my dad would be 63.....

 ..this time last night I was in Charleston and looking forward to a new adventure in the morning...... 

...I start back to work/school in a matter of days....  

...money is incredibly tight...... 

.....missing a certain boy.... 

.....shouldn't I be doing something better with my time right now..... 

....is there any chance that listening to Bon Iver or The Middle East will help lull me to sleep (no by the way).... 

....the past....

...the future.....

xo, kel